Failures

As I walk down the autumn lane
My heart is full of sorrow and pain
The confidence over me is no more there
I sit and at the winners I stare
A lonely feeling; a fishy glare
A heartless breathing; no one to care
Sleepless nights ; a soul to byte
You have to be clam and hold on tight
The curtain over the sadness is reveiled
Succes lies somewhere unrevealed
Concelaed is the stage and light
My future has nothing bright
Silhoutted above the moon I can see
Trophies with a smile and glee
When I made that decision was I  injudicoius
But for this I  was so solicitous
Curses ,bad words and cruelty is what I have to face
Trust me I tried my best to be the ace
As I sit on the lonely park bench
I wish  I could drown in a trench
But if I behave this way
Success will not have its stay
I have to get up and once again try
I guess I was not born just to cry
My mind says get up you have to reach to the moon
But my heart sinks down and survives the noon
The feel inside is anonymously low
Everyone turns a back and gives a blow
If I couldnt do it once doesnt mean am useless
It comes to me naturally ; restlessness
Day by day my soul it eludes
Look within yourself just to conclude
And in the end today theres no solution
What I need is your absolution
People am nothing more than a rebel
They call out that stupid libel
The noise inside is so obscure
It takes a long time for internal wounds to cure
Tired I am of this silly behaviour
These are the moments when comes to you failure..............












nother stupid poem!!!! ;)